Wednesday, September 21, 2011

changing food habits..


I have been seeing a nutritionist and it has been going pretty good so far. I was already a fairly healthy eater; organics, sticking as close to natural as possible and limiting meat consumption. I am now doing even better with my latte consumption.. And that is HARD because I adore fall weather, bible study with a nice latte.. And I also adore driving w the windows down and a latte... Nothing says unwind to me like a caffeine laden beverage hahahaha :)

What irks me the most about my body at this point is facial fat, my breasts changing shape and my belly. Once I get the weight off I'm having my breasts done though, all the more reason to hurry up and get it off!

The thing that scares me the most about having gained all this weight is that I am almost certain that I'll have to have surgery to fix my body back. I will be more than ready for that by the time I lose the weight but I also have concerns that when I have another baby I'll ruin it all, particularly the breasts. I'm a nervous wreck that I'll just end up weighing less but with flabbier. I wonder how much of me is currently flabby skin? Yuck! Right now that feels exactly like what is happening, I'm losing but I feel like I jiggle more too!


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